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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

On Trust

Assalamualaikum

It's almost 1am. I was studying Electrical Engineering when I realized the water bottle on my table was empty. I was very thirsty so I decided to go and fill some water in the water cooler. As I was passing a few rooms, I heard girls talking and giggling. I wondered if they were having girls talk.

Girls Talk. Sounds fun. The last time I had it was like 1000 years ago. OK maybe not. I was exaggerating. The reason why I don't have one recently is because everybody is very busy with studies and all. And another reason is because people I meet everyday is not the person I can tell story to; exception to you-know-who-you-are.

Do I like to do girls talk that much? Well, to be honest, not really and as far as I could remember, I've never shared anything too personal with anyone. But that doesn't mean I don't have any friends. I do have lots of friends and all of them have been GREAT FRIENDS. But, to me, closest friends are friends who soothe you with good words when you are in need. However, best friend is the person you can share everything in your heart, who can read your mind, who picks you up and heals you when you are breaking; vice versa.

I can say my super duper closest friend is a boy I've known for 4 years or so. But, even he thinks that he hasn't been a best friend to me. :D Why? Don't I share my problems with him? Yes, I do. Doesn't that qualifies him to be a best friend? Well, he has been a very good listener and always been there for me during my ups and downs. I swear he is. But, sometimes I think that he just couldn't read my mind (that answers why we always fight even for the slightest thing, innit?). But I don't blame him. After all, "men are from Mars, women are from Venus" right?

"Then find a girlfriend!" That's a very good advice. It's not that I don't want any BFFs. I just can't really share what's inside my heart and I never feel that I can be a true me in front of anybody else. Most of all, I can hardly trust anybody. I saw it happening many times to people in my surrounding. When they talk about themselves to other person, the words come back to them, but heartbreakingly harsh. That's why I rather seal my lips than spilling out everything.

Only Allah knows my heart. That's way better than seeing the trust being broke.

p/s: Why all of sudden I feel like I'm a freak? Is it just me or am I really a freak? NooOooooOooo :P

Monday, October 20, 2008

Exam Exam Exam


Assalamualaikum..

Uwahhh...lagi nk exam lg malas noo saye..lagi syok saye nk melepak2 berinternet berdrama bersegale...time2 ni la tetibe nk check email la...nk carik lirik lagu la...nk buang sawang kat ceiling la...isk..cepat-cepat pangggg saye pat ploh kali..kasik kesedaran sikit...

GOOD LUCK
to all my friends!!!

lagik 2 minggu kite enjoy habes-habesan..siap la ko karaoke..tak rosak mic ngn speaker tu kite jangan balik! muehehe

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Cemana ek?

Assalamualaikum

Saye nak tanye u ols ni...macam mane yer nak ubah satu perangai saye ni...

Haa cenggini...saye ni susaaaaahhh sangat nak kate "tak boleh" bile orang mintak tolong kat saye...Eh saye tau bagus la kan tolong orang..tapi tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sedare-sedari, saye ni kalau terime tu..tak beringat...semua pon saye accept jer..last-last makan diri saye sendiri...Haa makan cemane tu..makan macam makan abc cendol kah? Mestila tidak kan...maksudnye akhirnye tugas dan tanggungjawab yang betul2 perlu dilaksanakan terabai pulak..cenggitu pulak..

Mase time saye sekolah dulu lagi teruk..tapi bile dah datang Korea ni dah oke la sikit..tapi still ade la sikit-sikit tu...Itupon selalu incik Wear la tegur..bile saye ambik job(job ko..macam keje opis pulak) banyak-banyak..mule la die jeling-jeling kat saye...jeling tajam ye..bukan jeling manja...katenye nanti sure saye meroyan sorang-sorang bile dah keje bertimbun-timbun gitu..

"Carikla 2 3 orang kawan buat keje tu same-same"..haa gitu plak suggestion saye terime...saye boleh keje ngn orang..tapi saye kene jadik orang bawahan..saye tak boleh jadik kepale..pasal ape? pasalnye saye ni jenisnye susah nk handle tugas yang saye rase itu tanggungjawab saye kat orang lain..pasalnye? pasalnye saye takut saye menyusahkan orang lain...pastuh saye tak boleh kalau...contohnye la..saye suh orang ni pegi belikan barang kan..saye pon describe itu ini la..pastuh orang itu pergi dan call balik..katenye barang tu takdak..tapi barang gini gitu ade...haa saye tak boleh nk imagine barang kedue tu sebab kepale saye mesti terbayang barang first itu..so saye pon kene pegi la ke tempat itu untuk mengesahkan sendiri...haaa gitu pulak..

paham tak cite tu? ntah saye pon terbelit gak..mhehehehe apepon u ols..ade tak tips untuk mengatakan tidak kat orang? saye tak boleh la u ols..kesian...nak nak kalau datang kat saye siap berplease please lagi...nanti saye rase ni la manusia paling jahat dan mementingkan diri...arini saye tolak permintaan orang..sok sok orang tolak permintaan saye ke anak-anak saye pulak..haa anak pulak kaedahnye...ini baru orang mintak tolong..tak lagi salesman salesgirl datang promote barang-barang..mau berangkut-angkutan saye..kesian katenye..haa gitu la al kisahnye...

Macam mane ni u ols????...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Friends For Sale

Assalamualaikum

Sekarang ni jam dah menunjukkan pukul 2:18 pagi, tapi saya macam biase la..tak tido-tido lagi kan. Bukan ape, saye dok kira vote kawan-kawan saye ni, sebab tadi ade buat poll sikit. So sambil-sambil tu, saye dok edit-edit homework kelas writing saye, tajuk "a lesson i've learnt" gitu. Pastuh sambil-sambil tu jugak saye gok godek-godek ape lagi...FACEBOOK laa...

Haa saye ni skarang tengah gile main Friends For Sale tu..huuu bulih ralit main beli-beli orang ni..muahahaha berjam-jam u ols saye dok main mende alah tu...

Ni la rupenye page Friends For Sale tu...
Selain daripada tu, dok layan orang main tag tag name...Lawak betul..budak2 ni suke tag name orang dekat benda-benda selain manusia, contoh dalam gamba tu, tuannye badan adalah Nizam. So memang la diorang tag name Nizam dekat badan Nizam. Masalahnye, diorang pegi tag daun-daun pokok tu as Aqila..haha gilo... ramai yang dah jadik mangsa. Ada jadik paper bag, kuah kacang, sate, bangku, ayam masak merah, senduk dan macam-macam lagi la..

Hadoi..kalo hari-hari macam ni, abes la saye...hihihi

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Membawa Diri

Hah gitu noh, membawa diri pulak. Bukan la merajuk ke ape, lately ni saye rase macam tak boleh la nk duduk rumah. Pandang katil tak boleh, lampu meja tak boleh, pandang almari tak boleh, pandang komputer boleh pulak :P. Korang pernah tak rase macam semua mende kat persekitaran tu nampak tak keneee aje. Haa saye rase tu semalam. Sampai saye rase nak uwek uwek noo...

Nak g jenjalan umah kengkawan, tapi tak mau la saye. Sekarang ni exam week, semua orang tgh pulun habis-habisan stadi. Jahat la saye kalau g kacau diorang stadi kan. Pastuh saye pon tanye incik wear. Dia ajak g MyeongDong, tempat hangout muda-mudi Korea ni, tapi die ade meeting dengan supervisor graduation project pulak. Lagipon takmau la saye, kesian die.

Last-last die suggest saye pegi lepak kat coffee shop dekat2 school area. Ermmm, think think. Kat situ ade Starbucks, Tom n Tom, Teaheim dengan rotiboy je. Tapi saye ngades nk minum Coffee Bean. Ngade pukul kang. Last2 saye pon pilih Tom n Tom aje, sebab kat situ memang senyap sikit. Customer die pon ramai student yang datang buat group discussion takpon stadi.

Saye pon ape lagi...cabut la pegi lepak-lepaking kan...

Hajatnye saye pegi situ, nak taip thesis saye...tapiiiiii...tengok la ape saye buat!!!

Ini baru blogging, tak lame lepas tu...saye online dekat facebook. Terus tak jadik hape keje saye...kuikui Tapi around 9pm camtu, keinsafan pon menyelubungi jiwa saye, saye pon start la taip thesis saye..

Hasilnye? Die dah separuh dahh~ Yay!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Good Luck

Assalamualaikum..

Besok exam PMR dah start...good luck utk semua yang menduduki PMR sok..termasuk adik saye..NikMe...Semoga dipermudahkan time jawab pekse...dan hati tenang takde gelabah2...

All the Best~!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

raya last di korea











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